A woman never forgets the day she finds out she's about to become a mom for the first time. I remember the day I found out, I remember what I was wearing, where I was standing, and the expression on my face. I have the video to prove it too. I was overwhelmed with excitement floating inside a warm cocoon of naivety bliss. I had no way of knowing just how much my life was going to change. No woman is able to comprehend fully until she is immersed in the realms of pregnancy and finally holds her baby for the first time. That is the moment her world, as she knew it, is no longer. She will spend the next two and a half years in a compete sleepless haze of love, snuggles, smiles, and giggles as well as endless diaper changes, tears, stress, worry, fear, and mind altering exhaustion.
I'm not certain if you begin to come out of the sleepless haze or you just become so accustomed to it that you've lost all memories of what it was like to be fully rested and functioning, that the continual groggy state becomes your new norm. It's at this point when most women's biological clock begins to tick once again and she soon finds herself back in a blissful state, only less naive this time. The anticipation of holding, kissing, and snuggling a brand new baby again sets in along with the fear of having two precious innocent little people who are depending on you to keep them safe and smothered in love.